WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME

It has been a while i did not post a new blog. It has been a very difficult week for me to cope with my assignment , it is also getting less and less time for me to chatting with my friends even when i log in. But there also no people want to chat with me since i have a fight with HIM even he is online. But a little while later he came up and ask me weather want to go out for movies with the others but i was busy so i say no . He din't say anything but i guess i know what is in his mind. Maybe somewhere in his mind were scolding me that because i cannot go out with them. I know i have been missed a lot of chance that are be able to see them again. Of course i wish to see you guys again but this wasn't my fault not coming out to see. I wish that you can understand my difficulty to see you all again. I dont blame you so scolding but i am asking to understand it.

I AM SICK TODAY

Sometimes i do want to rest but the works in my hand could not finish at all.I wish someone can help me with this. My friends always ask me to go out to have tea with them but my assginment still haven't finish so i tell them i cannot go , and he say this to me: i always got excuss not to go out to have tea with them and say that next time they would't ask me again . What kind of friends is this, he think that i will always be free to go out .He did not know that what kind of life while you are studying college.Ya, he is now working sure got time to go out for tea. He did not think for me , the place i stay are very far from them so sure after thet have tea sure can go back so fast .He did not think of my safety. How could he say this to me. Now i would never speak to him anymore.....I MEAN IT .DONT THINK I AM A FOOL .YOU ARE SO SELFFISH