I wish this will come true

In the way of a lot of people look at me with those eyesight give me creeps but i am not afraid of them it just have these uncomfortable feeling. Last year, i meet him. But that time i just have these friends feeling to him but time pass by, my classmate make fun of me and him.It make feel embarrass in front of him. In the same time , i got this feeling like i had never had before.Although i am not sure what kind of feeling is this.Sometimes it just make me feel like want to smile without joke.He is kind of funny guy and the thing we like are almost the same. Maybe because we are the only people that can chat in chinese in that place. Sometime i just like to look at his smilling face.Its kind of fascinating to me. The way he talk to me and the way he laugh keeps on bugging me all the time.I wish the feeling inside me are the right feeling. I am 20 years old this year i wish that i wont celebrate the next birthday alone again. although i got friends celebrating with me but i still feeling lonely. The happiness of friends and lover is different. This year birthday i was celebrating with my classmate and not with him. I wish his coming birthday will be celebrating in a great time.Happy Birthday to him on the 18th of this month.Wish you all the best.